Malaise

I'm just not feeling it. I'm grumpy, tired, short-tempered, and in just a generally pissy mood. I couldn't tell you what, but there is definitely something bugging me lately.

I'm sure part of it is that I have absolutely no job security right now, and the prospects just haven't been presenting themselves.

I hate my apartment complex.

I hate having to clean cat crap from the landing every day.

I hate spending an hour cooking dinner to have three children not eat it.

I hate being exhausted constantly.

I hate not having the money to do things I want to do, and many things we need to do (e.g. oil changes).

And I HATE LIVING IN THE DAMN CITY!